the truth:)

as all you all know, ramai peo dont like me and hobi sampingan dorang ialah mengutuk, mengumpat and membuat fitnah tentang ak. at first, ak mcm,, penuh tanda soal dkat kepala ak. but, bila ak pikir balik, hating me wont make u popular or more beautiful babe and guys:) u make me more popular dont u now that? and sometimes, org yg kutuk ak tu adelah friends ak. mse mule2 ak agak urm,, tau la kan. but then, ak rse dorang mcm ,, x bole di jadikan true friend la. time tu ak akn ingat kwan2 ak dkat convent. hanye dkat kwan convent ak, ak bole bercerite and kongsi isi hati deep, deep, deep like in the water kate abu:) dgn kwan star, ak mcm cerita ade batasan kecuali bile ak cerite dgn adan muaz dengan goh hui er.dorang adelah my good listener.ak x cerita deep dgn kwan star sbb ak tau someday maybe dorang akn backstabbed ak balik.semalam, shahir ckp dkat ak, eh auni, ko mmg suke jlan ngan bdak india eh? jwapan yg ikhlas: yes shahir. sbb kadang2 kalua kwan dgn org melayu ni pon mcm ape je kan? plus, malaysia masyarakat majmuk wat? and sometime bile dorang tgh mengutuk bdak convent like: mereke act like a bicth and much more, ak akn terfikir, sebitch dorang pon, dorang bole dijadikan true friend. maybe sbb tu rmai org kate ak bitch kot. ak rse org yg sll dipanggil bitch ni je kot yg bole dijadikan true friends. mama, pleasee! nk pindahhh convent balik! eventhough group ak sume dah split. and, umira said, eh, ko pakai lagi bnde nie? ak pnye dh hilang doh. i rse mcm dh nk nangis mse tuh. but, ak senyum je. the thing are so meaning full to me doh! mane bole hilang. because korang je la true friend ak skarang nie. and bile someone bg tau ak ade bdak ni kutuk ko mcm ni blablabla or, ko nk tau x ade budak2 kutuk ko? ak nk tau and ak akn tau ape yg dorang kutuk ak. kadang ak akan mcm people stop talking about me!! it useless peo! and sometime ak akn mcm, kutuk la ak lagi.sbb kadang2 bile dorang kutuk ak, ak akn jadi kan bnde tuh sbagai penguat untuk ak terus berjaya.so, its up to u nk kutuk ak atau tidak. and bile, kat skolh dorang kutuk ak rmbut helmet or mcm mangkuk. ak akn pukul mereke and i'll say to my self they just dont know wat is fashion rite auni? kesian sungguh. yes,, that rite doh. and bile mereke ckp auni nie alim smbil pegang rmbut ak. i'll say to my self, someday, i'll pkai tudung jugak. but went i am ready dan x akn bukak lg and x akn ckp mcm nie bpak ak yg pakse doh. ak sebenarnye x nk pkai pon. ak panas la, nk bukak bole x? rmbut ak bsah la, ak bukak je la. tetibe ak rse mcm x nk pakai pulak tudung ni. pukima la tudung ni. yes. dorang yg ckp bnde nie.and i bet, rmai lg yg ckap mcm nie kan? kadang2 ak rse kesian dkat dorang. and went someone say, kau x sesuai la ngan dia. so wat is the metter x sesuai ke x? ia bukan nye dtang dari luaran peo, ianye dtang dari hati dan dari hati yg ikhlas. and i am sick of peo yg play girl or boy ini. dorang x tau ke erti penat? and one of my close friends ckp, ak bole cite dkat kau je doh and blablabla. because of wat? because rmai org kate ak diorang pnye good listener. tp ak pnye good listener skarang ni,,, yg sll mndengar ak pnye luahan, adan je la. tp, skarang ni pon dh x sll telefon dia, sbb ak dilarang. bkan dilarang la, but, adalah kan. and dia je bdak star yg dah bnyak kali dgr ak nangis. yes, ak x tipu. klau korang x caye, ask him. sbb tu ak rpat dgn dia. worst, thun lepas siap ade yg ckp kiteorg kapel lg. smpai thun ni pon ade org ckp mcm tu. tp, ak x pnah kapel ngan dia pon:) auni ismalia ismadi telah di taken olen mah:) and kadang2 bile someone said, org nie kutuk org nie ak just hah.., or keep quite. because, ak tau ade org kutuk org yg tgh bg tau ak nie. but sometime ak akn smile sahaja. and bile my sister said ak pnye perangai mcm plastik.yes my sister ckp ak plastik. i'll just keep quite. because i have so much problem yg korang x akn nmpak dari riak muke ak.. and selalu nye korang akn nmpak ak happy sentiase dkat skolah rite? i act so many kind of peo because i dont want peo to know who is the real auni ismalia ismadi.and i bet u, sape yg rapat dgn ak dkat skolah tu will say like, ye la sapela kiteorg nie.., kwan convent ko je lah yg pnting.and so much more.sometimes, dorang x bole nk rse ape yg ak rse and faham wat i say and wat is the meaning ak ckap bnde kt dorang. skarang nie, they said ak agk senyap. because of wat? korang nk tau kan? skarang ni ak ckp, sbb, bile ak ckp korang akn buat muke and ckp iye?it annoy me so much! and bile ak ckp,korang ckp smpai kau je x betul. and now, ak dpt rse ape yg uya rse. and sometimes, bile korang dgn ainshah berjumpe, u two will drop everything and left us like a playdoh! sakit hati x? so skarang ni, ak tgh ikut korang pnye flow. so, smpai sini je la eh ak cerite, x boleh lebih2. mama dh membebel sruh siap gie skolah:p thanks ckg raje sbb bg adik pnjam laptop:) bye bye my beloved bloggie:) ttyl.

wl, auni ismalia:)

hot from the oven

as u know, now ak dkat sekolah mcm biasa. so, cerita ini baru lagi:p mane penah ak cite terus nih;) td, mse ak tgh online-ing, mama ask me to pegi makmal komputer gie hntar and amik barang. ofcourse ak mengeliat dulu. heheheh:p pstu, mase ak lalu dekat dataran perdana, milol suruh ak tanda tangan untuk yg psal alam sekitar tuh. budak petang yg pertama tanda tangan huh? jgn jeles ;) then, dia sruh ak cop tgan sekali. milol ask me nak cop wane ape? then ak mcm eeee, pink dgn hijau la. mse ak nk cop, dia kate tutup tande tgn siham. dengan rase bannga dan perasaan yg tgh jahat.., ak pon tutup tnde tgn dia. hehehhehe:D but nadra still ade la, tutup siham je:p it was fun doh:D then here i am typing my bloggie tersayang yg sudah lame melelapkan mata:D

till here,

wl, auni ismalia:)