Pedih

Did u guys have this period of time bila tetibe je otak dan perasaan korang bercelaru? Yes, aku ada. Benda ni dah lama tak datang. Pastu dia decide untuk datang time time aku tengah ade banyak test. Lagi bangang bila aku dengar cerita yang aku tak dapat nak terima oleh akal yang mengada time ni tak nak terima benda yang simple tuh. Lagi bangang bila mama is not with me. Padahal aku boleh je en call ama and sort things out. Kalau nak tahu la, I'll always, ALWAYS bagi tahu mama how my days goes. Tapi, bila dah dekat universiti ni, bila call nak cerita.., selalu terbantut. Tak tau kenapa. Then I realise, I have never tell ama about my problem yang menyiksa jiwa dan raga. Aku selalu cerita benda yang bangang bangang je. Then yang lain I'll sort things out by my self sambil tu, I'll hug mumsy banyak kali. Aku selalu peluk ama, tapi bila ada masalah yang tak mau bg tau ama, aku akan peluk dia lebih kerap. Serious punya kerap. Then tetiba masalah tu poof hilang macam tu je. Peluk ama tu macam transfer all my problem to ama, and she fixed it. you know what I mean? Tapi, masalah ni.., sumpah I need to tell ama about it. I don't know how start the conversation, and aku risau gila macam mana dia akan react. Trust me, perasaan bercelaru ni akan stop after aku bagi tahu mama everything. Kenapa pun aku tulis kat sini en? Sebab aku tak tau nak bebel benda ni kat sapa except for ama. Tapi tu lah, aku takut memikirkan reaction dia. Amaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(

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Childhood Memory.

Today.

Down to memory lane.

First: Honda odyssey.
Second: Sk Convent (1) Klang
Third: Hospital Sri Kota

Seeing odyssey again, after a veryyy long time. Even though is not the first 522. Kak Uda and I, buat odyssey as our imagination roller coster. Hmm, tonnes of memory. I just want to meet our odyssey again. The 522 punya.

I don't even know why sekolah tu buat dataran. bukan ade dewan ke? but really, I miss that school very much. Good times, with good people.., and tonnes of memory.

Suasan yang masih sama. With the same faces of people work in it. Haven't been there for so long. Ponteng sekolah agama seriously often for teman-ing Mama check-up after being diagnose with the penyakit yang dia ada..., until now. Tukar baju sekolah in the car. And I have less than 10 minutes to change my baju. Its tough tho to see mama need to go to the hospital oftenly.

wl,

Auni Ismalia